cashiering

man it is a thankless job. i see everyone avoiding it and i am just as guilty. in retail, it has to be done by someone. usually that person makes less and they put up with more crap than the rest of us. it isn t really fair and i am sorry. i dare not leave my area though or i feel like i get trapped somewhere else - like selling a printer. i don t mind, but i shouldn t be doing it. on the hand other hand customers kinda dictate where we need help. right?

aim

i ve been sff99 for some time on aim. looks like i need to try a new client though. it seems like they are constantly adding and updating. nothing wrong with the way it was i think. oh well.

the transporter

my sister is right - the guy in transporter would make a decent james bond. i just saw both action movies. they are pretty much pure action. once one is prepared for that kind of movie they are more than just decent.

well i need to go refuel my car and do more laundry. trying to keep the blog current for my own good.

narnia

whoa! read some negative things about narnia. glad to be exposed to many points of view though. this woman really went off though. some brit. it made it a little hard to see her valid points under the hostility in her article. then i read some stuff in french. im going to have to work on my languages skilles. they have lapsed even though i remain interested in them.

work was decent. not sure where my coverage was at the end of the day, but i walked out regardless. that was tough for me. i gain new customers every day and that part of the job is quite rewarding. all part of growing the business. it ll be in good shape in a couple years. growth seems certain. we do a great job of taking care of people.

i am thrilled about seeing narnia. oh and king kong. after that i guess superman returns. and let the hobbit happen!

amen.

three hours

three hours of pointless browsing and chatting. well almost without reward. kept me occupied i suppose. no offense to anyone ok. rather be alone right now. bloggin etc. no big news. read a little in french which was cool. nice to know i haven t forgotten everything. it s too damn cold here for my liking. honestly.

good night.

agony

perhaps i am too dramatic, but i don t know what to do. it is still relatively early in the evening, but i have nothing left to pursue. mentally, i have to prepare myself for another week of work and turning 25. another birthday is not a momentous mileston, but always gives one cause to pause. i reflect a lot and see tons of movies. it s not bad.

think i got the wireless network going at home too. both laptops actually connect at the same time. for whatever reason, i could not get that to happen before. it tries my patience, but i like messing with it. aeon flux - i ll need to see the cartoon version. mtv picks some interesting film projects. i am also starved for news on the hobbit. man to work on that would be a dream!

i just wrote a rant about losing my nametage and what it is like to wear a blue shirt. then i deleted it accidentally. not too much of a loss. i thought i picture would brighten this site up. i spend too much time browsing myspace and not doing much of anything.

i did write an article praising one of my associates. i try very hard to make the best of work everyday. i know i am lucky to have my position and take work very seriously. maybe too seriously because i have a tendency to get really stressed out. people can be rude and ugly. most are nice and understanding with certain technical limits. i am also not about to give all my services away for free. certain items require a free for my time. also, i am not crazy about competing with other services i offer. designing is a grey area. i want anything i submit to be crystal clear. less urgent faxes that way.