bright.ass.blue

less than an hour

in less than an hour i will transform my hair colour. well, i ll have someone do it for me. pics to follow.

some things i want

i was thinking a great deal about what i don t want in my future. all that negativity got me down a little. things that do cheer me up and i would like to have.

wagamas
raw juice

french horn quartet
need to practice again but it will help create a balance

family
ok if i have to travel a little

running my own business
at least for a while i think this one is pretty key

public transit or even walking to work
no more car for me someday
or enough money for a driver ;)

H5N1

what do i know about it? not much. a french case. not good. driving to work is probably still more a threat to my well-being.

jane and the dragon

children s show. anyone know where i can obtain a copy? im interested in seeing it. the style especially.

no comments

ah. to be commented on. to be flamed. to be loved or hated. something to move my morose being into some action. my senses are all dulled and i exist day to day. the future is much to hazy to tackle.

bekki call

green not blue

i bought the micro cruzer 1gb that i was thinking of getting. the led is not blue like in the prior generation without the stupid skins and software. i am bummed. i really like the shiny blue things. really really like them.

a sad day for me. the week is ruined.

blah guh

i ve got not much to say, but i am saying it. another stellar week gone by. a highligh of today was trying a few lines of french. made me wish so badly i was fluent. french is superior to english. i also kept answering the phone layton staples before and after a guy was talking about how i transferred from there.

nothing pissed me off today. i began to do some organizational things at work that should have been in place. i m also learning and trying maybe not to innovate, but do the best i can. so i am pretty upbeat. my package to maryland even made it! (wink, wink to the few people that know about it)

sleep

im getting lots of sleep. nearly slept through work. multiple alarms did not help. i felt pretty calm through the ordeal. no panic. just going about my preparations in a daze. not a terrible day at work either. i did a couple fun jobs. i hope all are well.

maybe a blue easy button? i think of the randomest things and blah blah keeping think about work. and thinking about a new part-time job. work all the time yea. i need to save this money and pay my debts. oh yeah. and then maybe something fun.

coughing

i hope i don t get to ill. it is just starting to irritate me in the back of my throat. i hope it passes soon and i can stave off anything serious. it does not incapacitate me - it just sucks.

!!!

that s really all for now. i think today was pretty quiet and pleasant. no major drama at work. maybe i ll have an interview or two soon. i hope. the change is something that will be hard and pleasing. i could stand a couple jobs for a while.

drooled at mass storage and flavors of linux. probably will keep this one windows box. it s already configured. due for a reformat, but i can not bring myself to do it. i ll just add a couple hard drives and maybe some memory. it is a decent box. most of my daily stuff is just web browsing and email. that could be done on anything really. time to dig out my old machine. i ll look at a kvm to manage it. i wonder about the power requirements for all this. probably safe for now. three computers in my room isn t insane.

work

i think i have a pretty good work ethic and i try to take care of most customers as best i can. i think my attitude and behaviors need some adjusting. there is still much about my position that i don t know and i want to improve on everything not just the bottom line.

maybe partner with some other business that does not have wide format. photographers. maybe i can sell an hp 130n or two.

but today was a decent day. i need to buy groceries and do laundry. the 1gb nano is the latest temptation from apple. also still want to learn more about networking and hosting. something i could probably sell.

by hand

i filled out four applications by hand. it kinda sucked. any one online. all are at hospitals which seem like a way out of retail for me. also, today shared popcopy sketch with others at work. hilarity ensued.

also, looking to engineer perhaps a robust fun way to showcase some business card design. maybe something already exists so i ll have to do a search. for now, i ll post some of mine here and look for another way. day one of web submission. i am registered. i wonder who else is and what lovely information i will have access to.

i am nervous about the conference call and my job security. much paperwork to do and messes to clean. clashed with coworker again. sorry about that. i ll get things cleaned up. promise.

cc cards | low res

famicom faceplates arrived

notice the christmas lights still on the porch. inside the parcel were my own two new famicom micro faceplates. a nice end to the week. still looking gradually at other jobs. staples is a good thing and i do okay. just looking for some changes.